7.11.05

mais um

1971-1996...

CAN U GET AWAY?

Ever since I met ya I could beat depression
It's like your man don't understand, all he does is stress ya
I can see your state of misery from the introduction
Ain't bout no suckin and touchin, just harmless discussion
Maybe we can see a better way, find a brighter day
Late night phone conversations -- would that be OK?
I don't wanna take up all your time, be the next in line
Tell me your size, let me find you things with you in mind
I can see you're cautious and I'm careful not to scare you
But anticipation of love makin
got you shakin when I'm standin near you
News of precision will prepare ya
In case you get scared, just ask the man in the mirror
Now the picture's getten clearer all he does is hit you hard
I tell you to leave, and you tell me keep my faith in God
I don't understand, I just wanna bring ya home
I wonder should I leave you alone and find a woman of my own
All the homies tell me that you don't deserve it
I contemplate -- but in my heart I know you worth it
Tell me can you get away?

Could it be my destiny to be lonely?
And checkin for these hoochies that be on me cause they phony
But you was different -- I got no need to be suspicious
Cause I can tell -- my life with you would be delicious
The way you lick your lips and shake your hips got me addicted
I'm sittin here hoping that we can find some way to kick it
Even though I got your digits gotta struggle to resist it
Slowly advance and miss my chance not to miss it
You blow me kisses
when he ain't lookin, now your heart's tooken
My only wish is that you change your mind and he get shook
Wanna take you there but you scared to follow, come see tomorrow
Hoping I can take you through the pain and sorrow
Let you know I care -- that someone's there for your struggle
Depend on me, when you have needs or there's trouble
I wanna give you happiness and maybe even more
I told you before, no time to waste we can hook up at the store
Can you get away?

I see you remiscin and I hope you listenin
In the position to pressure and offer competition
Me and you -- was meant to be my destiny, no longer lonely
Cause now it's on for you and me, all I can see
A happy home, that's my fantasy
But my reality is problems with your man and me
What can I do? Don't wanna lose you to the sucker
Cause if he touch ya, I got some drama for that busta =D
Don't wanna rush ya -- but make your mind up fast
Nobody knows -- on who controls will it last, before I ask
I hope you see that I'm sincere, and even if you
stay with him today I'm still here
I refuse to give up -- cause I believe in what we share
You're livin in prison and what he's givin can't compare
Cause everything I feel for you I wanna let you know
Passion it be yours and I'll never let you go
Tell me can you get away?

5.11.05

ando estranho

a minha nova namorada, "all i need in this life of sin, is me & my girlfriend"


ultimamente tnh andado zombie e est blog foi a merda, mas no bom espirito tuga, k s foda,
deixa andar(e ainda perguntam pk escrevo a vermelho, sim é para a mandar à merda querida)
toda gente fala mt merda, mas e so kd n m veem...
por ixo xegou a altura d dedicar mais uma musica, e desta vez atingi o limite, ate madonna oiço...
mas k s foda a musica ate e dos abba(ai esta um limite novo)

Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Time goes by so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun
I'm caught up
I don't know what to do

Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
I don't know what to do

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you

Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Ring ring ring goes the telephone
The lights are on but there's no-one home
Tick tick tock it's a quarter to two
And I'm done
I'm hanging up on you

I can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me
'cause I'll find my way
you'll wake up one day
but it'll be too late

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

30.10.05

love u more

cupido e psique, antonio canova



[chorus]
The more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you more

[verse 1]
It's sick but who could ever predict we'd be doin' the same shit
We say that we do it for our baby but we don't, we do it for us
It's lust, 'cuz neither one of us trusts each other so we fuck
'till we bust, 'till cuss each other out, we know what it's about
Shout 'till I throw you out the house, you throw me out the house
I throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth, we fist fight
'till we turn this mother out and apologize after, laughter
Pain, it's insane, we're back in the same chapter again
And it's sad but it's true, when i'm laying here with you
There ain't nothing anyone could ever say or ever do 'cuz

[chorus]
The more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you more

[verse 2]
'Cuz I hate you, do you hate me?
Good, 'cuz you're so fuckin beautiful when you're angry
It makes me wanna just take you and just throw you
on the bed and fuck you like I don't even know you
You FUCK other people and I FUCK other people
You're a SLUT, but i'm equal, i'm a MUTT, we're both evilin our ways
but neither one of us would ever admit it
'Cuz one of us would have one up on the other so forget it
We can make accusations, people spread rumours
But they ain't got proof, 'till they do, it's just the two of us
You and me, 'cuz any chick can say that she's screwin' me
But you gotta believe it to a degree 'cuz true indeed
If you didn't I wouldn't be hittin', yeah I would
'Cuz the sex is too damn good, if I ran, who would I run to
that would be this soft and warm? So it's off and on
Usually more off then on but at least we know that we
Share this common bond, you're the only one I can fuck
without a condom on, I hope the only reason that I cope
Is 'cuz of that fact and I can bust in that, and that's why

[chorus]
The more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you more

[verse 3]
I can never understand it, that's why I don't try
From junior high until we both die, you silly hoe why must we try
Is it really so rough that we must always call each other's Billy Goat's Gruff
Try to pull each other's legs until the other begs
We're lying to ourself, that's the beauty of it, yeah
'Cuz we truly love each other, that's why we always fight
And all we do is shove each other every other fuckin' night
And it's clear, it ain't gonna change, this pinned up rage
We both have, we both feel like we've been upstaged
By someone else, we both been someone else's someone else
The problem is neither one wants help, it's an addiction
And it can't be fixed, our family's mixed up
There's a baby sister in the mix and it hurts 'cuz the pieces to the puzzle don't fit
And anybody who thinks he knows us doesn't know shit
And they're probably just tired of hearing it all the time on every song
Every lyric and every rhyme, all the hoopla, all of the woopty woo
What you put me through, fuckin' woopty do
But I won't be made a fool of, if this is true love
You wouldn't do what you did last time, you wouldn't screw up
This time, 'cuz this time girl i'm tellin you what
You do it again and i'm fuckin' you up 'cuz no matter

[chorus 2]
What you say, what you do
I'ma hunt you down 'till I find you
No matter where you run, i'll be right there
Right behind you in your nightmares
So much for them flowers, and the candy
All the times that you threw it back at me
Told me you hate me, you 'gon hate me more
When you find out you can't escape me, whore

[chorus]
The more you put me through
The more it makes me wanna come back to you
You say you hate me, I just love you more
You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me
I know it's sad but it's making me happy
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on
Because you love me and I love you more

eminem, love u more

28.10.05

adivinhem/guess

I was wandering in the rain
Mask of life, feelin' insane
Swift and sudden fall from grace
Sunny days seem far away

dou um premio a quem adivinhar d ke musica e este verso, e n vale por no google...
enkuanto pensam n resposta eu penso no premio..

ill give a prize to whoever guess from wich song this lyrics r from, doesnt count if u google it...
while u think of the answer ill think about the prize...

nasty xxx

26.10.05

ultimo suspiro


DISCONNECTED-FUNKSTORUNG

The flame is melting the wax away
I’m locked in a stare 24 minutes make one day Am i here or there The street is filled with horses, riders There’s no single car All the kings men in front of a neon fortress Many moons and a single star I’m lost in one breath Many moons and a single star I’m lost New york becomes paris And paris turns into rome Italian girls are dancing To the symphony Made of one tone A little boy with grey hair Did ask me for a cigarette I said i can’t move I’m locked in a stare He stole my heart and he left Angry and sad He stole my heart And he left I’m lost (i don’t know, i don’t know what Cause i don’t know, i don’t know what) Bring my heart back It’s the only thing ive got Bring my heart back Cause without i’m dancing disconnected It’s the only thing i’ve got Bring my heart back Life is drawing itself In this electic night I’m walking sleepless In a painting of dali I see crying sculptures from bali I’m chasing an old man in high heels (i don’t know, i don’t know what Cause i don’t know, i don’t know what) Bring my heart back It’s the only thing i’ve got Bring my heart back Cause without i’m dancing disconnected It’s the only thing i’ve got Bring my heart back It’s beating stronger Maybe not longer I found a second one in my chest Bring my heart back It’s the only thing i’ve got Bring my heart back Cause without i’m dancing disconnected It’s the only thing i’ve got Bring my heart back Bring my heart back Bring my heart back Disconnected Bring my heart back At least apart Between your red colored nails

22.10.05

something 2die4?



instinto

as vezes sinto m axim...
c vontad d matar ratos, nao os pobres bichos k n fazem mal a ngm, mas sim akelas personagens kuase saidas d um desenho animado,
portanto
hoje vou tentar explicar o k vai n mnh cabeça kd tenho vontad d matar alguem...

imaginem akilo k vos irrita mais,
imaginem k estao fartos, tem um odio tao gd p libertar,
e cm n kerem xatear ngm, ficam n voxa
mas dps ha akelas coisas, k apenas gostam d x ouvir falar a elas mm, e n s apercebem
dos problemas k tao a criar.
basta um fosforo das tuas palavras, para os demonios n mnh mente acenderem o rastilho d td o odio, e explodir c toda a polvora n mnh alma...
danos colaterais? nao...
tu e k comexast as cabexadas a mnh mão.
o odio e tao gd k podia, espetar uma faca no teu pescoxo, e axistir enkuanto t afogavas no teu proprio sangue, tambem podia exibir o mais belho canhao d 9mm k ja viste...

-DE JOELHOS CABRÃO!! JÁ!
-porque...?
-PÕE ESTA PISTOLA NA BOCA PUTA, JÁ!
-mmmHUUm!!
-PORQUE TE DEVERIA DEIXAR VIVER SE JÁ ESTOU MORTO POR DENTRO, PARA TI E PARA OS TEUS AMIGOS...LEMBRAS-TE DE MIM?
-nnna..
(...)corpo cai no xao...

eu podia fzr um milhao d coisas, mas nada m pode retirar o prazer d t matar c as minhas proprias maos...imagina...
sentir o meu punho embater n tua traqueia, o k t deixa a ler durante uns segundos, os segundos k eu pciso p t dar uma joelhada n zona lombar e uma cabeçada no nariz...
felizmnt a partir dest momento tas zonzo o suficiente p n sentir a tua cabexa embater com a parede mais proxima ou objecto solido, sentes uma vaga impressao d ja ter paxado experiencias melhores, ignoras tars no chao e eu n ver ond ponho os pes...

-MORDE A BOTA FILHO DA PUTA! AHHH!
-........!

...e agora k t bato c a cabexa no chao... morre puta! morre sem nome....morre agora!!
aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaah!grrrrrrrrrrrr
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAH
AAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAAHAAHH
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

-epa... eu n vou limpar akilo...!

20.10.05

words of silence

since i got some complaints from my non tuga readers, ill do a tranlation of my last post
enjoy, since this words cant reach its goal, its just...
oh well

words of silence

while my mouth is soundless
my soul burns with feeling
pain, sorrow, love, aint it all the same?
all that fire reflects in my eyes
my eyes scream with all my lungs
i love u...
i almost hear the echo
but u dont hear me though
i cant ask u to hear me, u cant read my eyes
the eyes of silence
all the things i got to spit, plus the words i never did tell u
so
my words r silence
my love is silence
and i already spoke too much

dedicated to my heart

19.10.05

as palavras do silencio


enkuanto a minha boka n exprime um uniko som
a minha alma arde d sentimento
dor, magoa, amor, n sera tudo o mesmo?
todo exe fogo, reflecte s n meu olhar,
olhar k grita a plenos pulmoes
amo-te...
kuase k consigo ouvir o eco.
mas tu nao me ouves
n t poxo pedir p m ouvirs, tu n compreendes um olhar
o olhar do silencio
tudo akilo k tnh p cuspir, juntamente c as palavras k nc t dixe
por isso
as minhas palavras sao silencio
o meu amor e silencio
e eu ja falei demais

desabafo dedicado ao meu coração

17.10.05

what of a love unspoken?

I know my heart has lied before
but now it speaks, with honesty
of an invisible bond of friendship, that was formed, in secrecy
Coming from me this may seem hard but, but to God I swear - it's truth
We are friends for eternity and for-ever I will always love.. you..
What of a love unspoken?
Is it weaker without a name?
Does love exist without a title
because I do not share it's name?
All my life I've dreamed of
of meeting one with immense beauty and
and once I found her I would charm her and
and she'd be mine forever (mine forever)
I found her and, indeed she is all that I, wished for and more but she
is not charmed nor intrigued (not charmed, nor intrigued)
Then I think to myself what.. can I offer her
The tears warm my eyes and blur my, vision I
stick to my stance of bravado and give her
the same uninterested look that she, gave, me
(She was so beautiful) She was so beautiful
But what.. can I offer her?

You say that you'll love me forever but
but what about today?
As the dusks become the dawns and the years pass on will you
love me (love me) the same way (the same way)?
If so let us rejoice and bathe in this constant pleasure
If not spare my heart today and I shall recover before, forever
And if my doubts and questions upset you
(forgive my fragile heart) forgive my fragile heart
I just wanted to know if you'd love me forever before today,
would start (would you love me.. would you love me..)

poema original d tupac shakur

cometi um crime(cronica d uma morte anunciada)


cometi um crime, e desta vez, não
EU NÃO MATEI DEUS!
o sacana é k tropeçou a fugir d mim...

mas sim...
eu cometi um crime, hoje fiz akilo k pensei nc xegar ao ponto d fazer
matei me a mim proprio! sim é verdade, assassinei-me por completo, a morte é apenas uma etapa.
um mundo novo, uma alma nova.



"akilo k eu construi, tambem posso destruir" (nero momentos antes do gd incendio d roma)


RELATO DA POLICIA JUDIÇIARIA

lisboa, 16de outubro d 2005 agente simão(o msm k ajudou o cristo a carregar a cruz)
chegado ao local deparei m c varias marcas d sangue, um sangue muito negro e c aspecto pastoso, a 1ª sala continha inumeros papeis c escritas macabras e blasfemas, todos manchados d sangue, prosseguindo pelo corredor parecia k alguem tinha andado a bater n parede dado as inumeras marcas d dedos e mãos ensanguentadas, na 2ª sala estava um cadaver disposto em forma fetal c inumeras rosas negras espalhadas sobre si, o cadaver continha uma venda sobre a face com a inscriçao: INOCENTE esta sala transmitia uma calma mt fria
na 3ª sala a atmosfera era sombria c luz d velas, k mostravam um grande vulto no centro d sala,
vulto exe k m apercebi ser um grande trono em pedra, aproximei m por tras e apercebi-me da existencia d outro cadaver n base do suposto trono, exe cadaver apresentava graves marcas d espancamento e eram visiveis alguns orgaos interiores, colocados propositadamnte n boca e maõs do sujeito.
sentado no trono estava um sujeito ensanguentado c uma coroa d espinhos n cabexa, o sujeito n s mexia e ao aproximar m reparei k os seus olhos eram completamente negros, apresentava n mao uma pedra c inscricoes k n decifrei, mas ao tentar ver melhor o sujeito agarrou m
com uma firmeza impressionante, e disse as seguintes palavras: "a morte nao é nada para nos, porke kd nos ca estamos, a morte nao veio, e kd a morte veio, nos ja n estamos"

apos isto o sujeito simplesmente deu o seu ultimo suspiro, deixando a sua cara contorcida numa especie d sorriso para o ceu.
fim d relato

dito isto so resta dizer, descanse o profeta deposto, liberdade ao novo messias...