10.2.06

the girls look soooo good.....next! the girl looks soooo good.



Something inside the cards
I know is right
Don’t want to live
Somebody elses life
This is what I want to be
And this is what I give to you
Because I get it free
She smiles while I do my time

I could die for you
Oh this life I choose

I’m here to be your only go-between
To tell you of the sights
These eyes have seen
What I really want to do is
Turn it into motion
Beauty that I can’t abuse
You know that I’d use my senses to
You can see that
It’s only everywhere
I’d take it all and then
I’d find a way to share

Come along and go
Along with me
Wander with me yo
It’s all for free

I could die for you
Whatchu wanna do
Oh this life I choose

Come again and tell me
Where you want to go
What it means for me
To be with you alone
Close the door and
No one has to know
How we are

Come along and go
Along with me
Wander with me yo
It’s all for free

I could die for you
Whatchu want to do
Oh this life I choose

red hot chilli peppers- i could die for you

e como hoje pareço nao ter muito p dizer, e o activo aparenta o cansaço,
hoje nao ha palavras p ninguem, alem disso o segredo é a alma do negocio.
começo a tirar prazer do cinismo,
"this life of sin got me faking on a major level"
e nao vale a pena tentarem adivinhar o k tou a balbuciar, é demasiado obvio..
ou talvez nao...
but thats why u love me so much ahah

uh...

ah ja sei, como hoje n tinha mt p dizer(e n disse),
vou apresentar um futuro membro desde blog(1o tnh d o convençer)
mas kem lhe mandou mandar comentarios espertos po meu mail,
(remember last time u were here how u told me u were gonna put some sense in me, but 30minutes later id b slippin again?...what did u expect man?lol)
pera tu tambem sabs tuga fdx,
alem disso tenho a certeza k debaixo desse sol tens coisas melhores p fzr do k ler esta merda
(merda a kual vais pertencer, ja k tens tmp)
por isso sem mais demoras, o meu general, o meu mentor, e acima d tudo o gajo k m aturou noites e noites a fio, tambem 1gajo k ja m viu semi-nu mais vezes do k eu gosto d admitir, mas enfim
foi por uma razao boa(this aint no brokeback mountain, but u know u still my bitch man!lol)

sendo assim irei passar excertos do k podem esperar, sou obrigado a omitir algumas partes devido ao gosto dele em nao omitir detalhes graficos.


'sup man?
i've took a scope through ya lil nastyprivatehell.com, so the ganja still didn't messed ya brain uh?1
'know wa' im sayin?
U STILL MAD ABOUT THAT B...!? butterfly.2
i was gon say bitch, but i dont want ya to punch ya fancy flatscreen, but i'll say it in ure face, cause
i do miss when we knuckle up, then ya psycho tryin to hit me with a tire iron but too drunk to figure where im at!3 but anyways... u gonna make me fly over again to kick ya ass?
oh and before i deal with ya, whassup with that "from jamaica"???4
YA BAILED OUT REMEMBER? i begged ya man, ure a true(...)
but ya ass bailed out on me, i remember my exact words: u and me, in less than a year we take this shit over,(...) and u know it.
remember what u said? I-GOTTA-STAY....FOR...HER (damn u stupid, boy)5
when in 2years u spent fuckin this bitch and that bitch, all u could think about was kingston and cali, wa fuck happened to m o b?
(...)bein a sucka in love? mr nelson, who was tellin me, nah dont get a bitch, they aint nuthin but trouble... i fuckin told ya ass a million green ones, i saw it comin,6
u bailin out on our trips outta town, and when u went u were worthless, couldnt concentrate for a minute, when u used to b the one settin everyone str8, the first to(...)
then u comin on the way back with ya famous lost puppy look, and nobody could say shit.7
like ud say: i just do what i gotta do, and if do this is outta respect, but u know damn well i would ratha b somewhere else.
i know where ya wanted to be, but dont bullshit me dawg, i know u got my back but why u keep actin like u above everything u know? u dont gotta pay me respect, u where there when i needed u and always will, but no..
u always got ya nose pointin up, like u cant see it for urself,(...) 8
runnin around with a smile weed neva gave u, and yet u denied it as love everytime, all because mr nelson was so hurt, he could not trust and love again, bullshit.
so as expected by urself ya messed it up, lost piece of mind, and then all of a sudden u get it..
and man, all coz ya didnt stick up with urself when u should have.9
respect me, but u should have respect urself first. guess u where scared, remember what was our last words?
so if u decided not 2come, that's alright, so next time ill come, it betta b 4ur wedding.
to wich u replied with a question as always, why does everyone keep tellin me that??
hope now u do know why?10 next time i check u out i dont want u 2look like what u did in last november, though i feel u actin the same. now i know u cant b all that wrong, but remember dawg, u get what u give, and what u give is due, so leave ya worries beside. just wake up and take a look at urself, ur fuckin strong, u got a fuckin attitude worse than my dad, u a fighter, and u must have proved this to urself dont ya? i hate actin like ur fuckin conscience all the time,11 and i know how u work thats why i aint like all ya friends that tell ya to stop, u just wont listen. and with ur fuckin attitude u neva will, but let that b forgotten, all i tell ya, is stop bitchin and just do it.
do what u gotta fuckin do, keep it real. stop hidin behind that nasty impression of a depression, and shine boy. but i love ur fuckin attitude, u neva know what 2expect..
im just amazed its takin u this long to come out the shadow.. and if u know ur better, then act better!
or yet, ur just up to ur normal deceivin status,12 makin ya moves, strategizin, so when will u stop doin time? and be a true king
do like what u did with the italians: "i smile and they just smile along with me, look"
so anyways dude, its gettin early and the game dont wait, my sis' sends u hugs and finds it ironic u fell in love. so till i have to come kick ur ass again, stay true and much love
holla back!13

the nigga ya love to hate


  • 1- nah it didnt, but all the other stuff did..i guess
  • 2- u should know u gonna get it anyway just for thinking it =)
  • 3-aint easy when u rollin with five clones of urself!! damn i was drunk..
  • 4-jamaica is what i call my lungs, like u call ur dick fluffy ahahahaah
  • 5- indeed i am, but its what i had to do, so im happy about it, dont bitch
  • 6-guess we both did, but it was like watchin a movie starred by myself
  • 7 -and u still cant say shit
  • 8- i gotta see it, though it hurts my eyes like sun
  • 9- yeah so true, why couldnt i just trust myself, im a mess
  • 10- i do...
  • 11-u do sound like my conscience, have u 2 been introduced? ud get along just fine.
  • 12- now ur gettin somewhere!
  • 13-holla back? i just did
the white boy u hate to love